Take 1000 !

50 takes, reasonable. 

But a thousand takes?

Kind of a bit of a failure, don't you think?

Just like how I said I will be taking more pictures this year but it seems like I'm failing terribly at it. LOL.

I don't know if it comes with age or the fact that I don't really have much motivation.
Yeahh, shit happens and you won't feel like doing anything except for lazing around and shiz.
Or maybe I am just lazy LOL.
Because one thing's for sure. I ain't lazing around.
I'm actually up and about doing some stuff like reading journals.
THE JOY. Zzzz.

Talk about resolutions, I think I lost my whole list of resolutions :O
I can only remember some xD
Cursing less is obviously the most failed one of all.
The rest, well, at least I tried.
CrazyDay which is supposed to be a monthly outing where people go crazy and do all the shiz they want only worked out for ONE month.
People these days are so busy with their own stuff that arranging for outings itself is a pain.
Even friends are busy :O So busy to the point where they don't even strike up a conversation or ask how are you.
I guess real friends can only be identified when you're at your lowest points.
They're the ones who'd be there for you.
However, some will only get involved when you're at your lowest point not because they genuinely care.
Some just wanna know for the sake of knowing and for the sake of having something to talk about.
Now that's what you call a FAILED friend.
To be honest, I don't even know if the word "friend" can be used =/

More than often nowadays, people are coming up with excuses.
Some are just purely ridiculous.
If you don't have time or if you forgot, just fucking say it man.
I appreciate honesty rather than some lame ass excuses.
Take up an excuse class if your excuses are lame and unbelievable -_-

Maybe part of me changed a bit but heck, I didn't change entirely.
Just because I stopped living the way you want me to doesn't mean that I've completely changed into a different person.
Maybe you just never really knew me.
Or maybe I'm just tired of making the effort, ALL THE TIME.
I remember the calls I use to make & the text messages & the fb inbox messages.
They were left unattended.
And now, I'm just tired of making the effort.
It takes two to communicate, not one.
So to hell with you.
I ain't making no move no more.

Blog more later.
Ciaozers.

What's The Point ?

I find it funny when there's a schedule appointing who does what and yet there still can be some mini arguments. 

Defeats the purpose of a schedule, no?

As if it was easy to convince them that a schedule would help.

Now you see, the schedule will tell everyone what their responsibilities are & it is supposed to ease the responsibilities out. 

I have no complaints about the schedule because I think I have already volunteered enough for lots of slots and so have others.

For a few weeks it was running pretty smoothly until I had to take over someone else's responsibilities. 

Honestly, I don't mind at all. 

I mean like I understand that sometimes some people are not around to get it done. 

After all, my mum always said "We have to cooperate & help each other out." 

Not exactly the exact words but that's the summary of it. 

I was fine with things until one night where I came home super late and that night my responsibility was to bring down the basket of dirty clothings. 

Okay, so if I am not around, I do NOT understand why someone in the house would NOT help me in taking those clothes down. 

What's worse is that I have to wash 'em and soak 'em when I take 'em down. 

Seriously, that is NOT in the schedule. 

Anything that has to do with washing/soaking clothes is not my job. 

I don't mind if I was told earlier. 

I came back at 12.30AM thinking that i could immediately crash but NOOO. 

Stayed up till 1 something in the morning to get it done. 

What.The.FUDGE. 

If your responsibility is to wash clothes, why the heck am I doing it ? 

Want me to help, LET ME KNOW IN ADVANCE. So that I can come back earlier or something.

It seems like they can't grasp that I have a life to get on with as well. 

I don't live to be ordered around doing this and that. Heck. 

And now, you want me to wash my own clothes? 

Now, seriously ? When I have exams coming soon ? 

Oh wow, what great timing you have there. KUDOS TO YOU MAN. 

I've mentioned that I gotta be in good mood to study and that, they also can't spare me. 

Gotta fudging ask me "When you gonna wash your stuff"  and bla bla bla. 

Excuse me but aren't we supposed to HELP EACH OTHER OUT? 

I have exams coming soon and you wanna gimme this shizness ?

If I have holidays then okay la, whatever la you know. 

If I am at home then sure, I will wash my own clothes. 

Wahh if like that ah, when I bring in clothes, I'll just bring in my own clothes and you bring in yours man. 

Doesn't make sense right?  Ugh.

Help each other my ass la. 

Like I said, if I'm the only one that cares around here, I won't bother anymore because it's pointless. 

It's like caring for a wall -_-

Yeah my exams are around the corner and yet I still go out. 

Through the eyes of parents, it is always such that they think we go out to have fun all the time. 

Yeah I do go out and watch movies and all. 

Yes, I have some fun as well because it's so damn stressful being home all the time. 

NO SPACE TO FREAKIN' BREATHE AND DO MY OWN THING.

Someone will forever be getting on my nerves and disturbing me. 

I'm seriously considering going elsewhere to study man. 

Don't wanna study halfway then gotta attend to this and that. 

I don't get it man. 

Don't get why they have say things and don't mean it. 

"We just want you to focus on your studies."

Fudgecake you la.

Want me to focus then you flood me with extra things to do. 

Damn pist lah. 

After dinner I was supposed to study, and now I am still here doing everything BUT study -_-

Thanks man. THANKS. 

Thanks for giving me more time to have fun. How thoughtful. 

Here's a tip. 

Don't ever say things you don't mean. 

Pisses the hell out of me.