Flattering The Mid Year Targets

It's kinda weird to feel like drinking coffee at this hour ._.

Especially when it's almost 1.30am in the morning lol. 

These weird random cravings can be quite annoying since I can't get my hands on any coffee. 

The fact that I get hungry super fast these days doesn't help as well :/

If Andrew was reading this, he'd go "Pig!". 

TskTsk. 

But pfft, I'm still growing ok =P

I need mah food yo. 

Basic necessities =P

The biggest craving of all times is Sukiya. 

I can have it every week and not get bored of it. 

Oh the kimuchi soup and the beef are the best! *drools*

Probably another one of the reasons why I crave for coffee so much although I'm not a huge fan is because of all the coffee art photos I see on Instagram :O

Andrew Chong, if you're seeing this, let's go get some Starbucks next =P

Alright enough of food! 

Three pieces of thin layer cake and a glass of cold water should be enough for me to finish up this post that I've been wanting to post up since two days ago. Lol. 

Sooo, It's mid year & mid month! 

How're your resolutions going? 

Have you forgotten about them ? 

Have you completed at least half of the list that you made ?

If you've done all of them, are you gonna make another new list?

I honestly think that mid year is also a good time to take some time to review on your progress in life :)

At least when end of the year comes, you won't end up feeling like you've never really done anything. 

Mid year, a good time to catch up with yourself :)

Of course, ideally, you'd want to catch up with yourself everyday but for some of us who doesn't have the time to, now's the time yo :)

Sure we're all busy but finding time to reflect is essential in self improvement regardless of whether you have resolutions of not :)

But I do believe that each of us have something that we work towards like better grades and such. 

So far, 2013 has been pretty good :)

Some shit still happens but hey, that's life. 

My resolutions are slowly working out by itself. 

Not that I'm not doing anything about it but it's been going pretty well. 

Then along the way, I made a few other goals that also has been going very well for me :)

Hope it's been going well for all you readers out there too. 

And if it's not really going well for you, it's not the end of the world kays :) 

Get somebody to talk to about your problems. It's not good to bottle everything inside. 

& I'm always here with an ear to hear you out :)

2013 didn't come without changes though. 

I'm not sure if it could be considered as a drastic change but there are some changes. 

After all, this year was supposed to be about change isn't it? -_- Not getting into that topic due to some current situations but I'm sure most of you get it. 

Anyways, I just got news that another one of my bff's flying off to Australia soon :(

Meh. So meh really. 

It seems like everyone flying everywhere. 

But she's coming back end of the year just like Nat =P 

Both in time for my birthday hehehe.

Speaking about birthdays, I haven't even planned mine :O 

I still have ZERO idea on how it's gonna be. 

Been kinda busy with some other stufflings. lol. 

If you have not watched the videos hat featured Andrew & I, here they are :)

 Hope it made you guys laugh :D 

Or better still, hope it made you day considering that by the time anyone reads this it would be a Saturday morning :)

Speaking of making your days, something completely made my LIFE last week. 

Yes, it needs that much dramatization & you'll know why after a couple more sentences xD

So I was out with my parents having some dinner at a new restaurant. 

The restaurant is called Kompassion. 

They serve Thai fusion cuisine. 

If you like fusions, you should try out that place. 

It's pretty good :) 

I kinda forget what they were called so Imma just tell you roughly what it is. 

The  biggest picture is a soft shell crab dish with some pork covered in some sauce lol. 

And the other two; tom yam gong soup and pork skewer =P

Of course we didn't just eat these. 

I was kinda too busy eating and feeling happy about something xD

Hehehe. 

Okay, you know how confession pages are somehow the "in" thing now aye. 

Almost every uni and school has one now. Lol. 

I don't check it everyday though. 

I only visit the page when I'm free and bored lol. 

That night, when I was out waiting for food to be served, I got a notification. 

A friend of mine tagged me in a comment & it was a "confession" entry about me. 

I shall share it with you :)

I feel so damn flattered. 

Not because he/she said that I'm beautiful but mostly at the part where he/she said that I am a good role model. 

Like wow, I really never thought that I was good role model ever. 

This really came as a surprise to me as I wasn't expecting this. 

Most importantly, in a way, this gave me more motivation to keep striving to be a better person. 

I don't think I've shared this with many people but about a few months back, I sorta had doubts about certain things in my life. 

Like am I taking the right course and stuff. 

Lots of questioning. 

I guess it's a normal process in everyone's life to have these kind of questions at one point in life.

But as the months progress, it got better and everything was clearer.

And seeing this confession that had been written by someone whom I don't know really gives me an extra push of motivation. 

I do have some internal issues and this post just resolved it :)

So, to whoever who wrote this, Thank You :)

I also would like to take this opportunity to say that my life isn't perfect. 

No one's life is perfect but we are indeed blessed in our own ways :)

Blessings come in various forms & one of my blessing would be none other than my boy. 

14th of June marks the 28th month that we've been together. 

Mmmm, look at his "in-heaven" face xD 

Yeh, it's been a super long journey & we've got a long way more to go ;)

There was this one thing that caught me off guard though. 

Like, dayum! Shit just got real! :O

That phrase literally flew by my head when I saw those messages that he sent. 

And so, we sat & talked & came up with a plan. 

Too early ? 

Nahh. better early than late! LOL. 

If there's ever such sayings. lolol. 

Another super sweet thing that happened was when we both attended the Grand Finale of Miss Malaysia SEA 2013

He pulled out the chair for me, took food for me and all that sorta stuff :3 

Yess, I'm a hopeless romantic & a sucker for sweet things xD

Mmhm, they made my face a bit too fair tsktsk. 

Saw my favourite make up artist there :)

& also met up with fellow friends :)

Haha, why this picture? Cuz my expression is funneh =P

That's what happens when you flip your hair when cameras are almost everywhere lol. 

It was indeed a great night. 

Food was good, service was good, show was good. 

Everything was good! :)

Though today was our monthsary, we didn't really do much. 

Well, I did alot. LOL. 

Drove him to uni, waited for him to finish his class, drove him back, brought him out for dessert. 

Basically, I drove alot today haha. 

But that's okay. He drives me around most of the time anyways =P 

He has an exam on Saturday morning so yeah. 

We're postponing out Thai dinner to another day hehe. 

I loveeee Thai. 

And Imma be eating one of my favourite food tonight- seafood xD

YUMMMEHH. 

Okay, I'm starting to get a little hungry now. 

I guess that's a sign that I should end this post lol. 

Goodnight ya'll :)

Out with the Old, In with the New !

Ahh, I just finished watching the old movie, Click.
The movie where there's such thing as a universal remote control.
Works exactly like how you control the TV but this time, you can control real life scenes.
And the moral of the whole story is that we should not take things for granted.
We should learn to appreciate everything in life.
Embrace BOTH the good & the bad :)

Honestly, before this, I had a hard time thinking of how to start this post since I haven't been blogging much.
It's a good thing I sat down and watched a meaningful movie :)
It made me think about the whole of last year & basically just my whole life.
2012 was a great year.
Lots of rough patches in each area respectively.
Learnt a lot from different experiences & I really can't thank God enough for that.
Life is about experience.
Life is about making mistakes, taking risks & learning from it.
That is the true meaning of living.

One of the few highlights of last year was the pageant that I joined.
Miss SE Asia Fitness 2012
I met a lot of great people there and we all had fun together.
Most people have the impression that pageants are all about looking good & knowing how to catwalk and answering questions intellectually.
Well, it ain't about that.
Apart from all the beauty stufflings like knowing your angles, etc etc, it's also about stage presence, networking and bonding with people.
I am one who isn't THAT good on stage. Lol.
I'll become very conscious of my surroundings & that ain't a good thing when you're on stage.
I am happy to say that I'm overcoming it bit by bit :)
I've also learnt how to network & talk to people more.
Somehow growing up in an environment where speaking up to people older than me is not encouraged is responsible for me not speaking much when it comes to adults.
It's good to know that I have gotten that out of my system :)
The rest of the things I learnt are more towards the entertainment world :)
I am thankful for all the great people I met & the things that I learnt :)
Was awarded Miss Photogenic 2012

And Teen Princess of SE Asia 2012.

And guess who's the Prince? =P

None other than my beau.

:)

All in all, this pageant was a great experience :)

End of the year came & it was time for exams.

Oh, the joy of being a student. 

Exams didn't end till the 21st & didn't start till 14th December, a day after my birthday. 

So.. there goes everything. 

Celebrated it with Andrew on the 13th & Erina and Yen came over to surprise me lol. 

The best gift ever is the Guess bag that he bought me. 

After that, it was time for Christmas already and my, my, this year's Christmas shopping was crazy!

I only had 3 days to shop for everyone ! 

And it did not help that there were other things to be done too. 

I did it anyways. Kudos to me. 

But damn, it was tiring. 

Spent Christmas with the bestie in church :)

It's our tradition to do this & since she's leaving soon, this'll be our last Christmas together :(

Gonna miss you Natty <3

If you're wondering why there are no mentions of Andrew, it's because he was busy somewhere else on holiday. Tsk, tsk. 

He only came back on Boxing day & eversince he came back, man we spent a lot of time together for the next few days.

And when he came back, he came back with another 4 members of our made up family lol. 

Vivi, Lola & Andy :D

Yehh, they're all Hello Kittys and they're all mine =P

Lastly, a nameless polar bear. 

But that was not all that I got...

Got a Coach purse from his parents ! :D 

Awesome!

Another one of my favorite & unexpected gift was from my brother :)

Victoria Secret goodies ^^

I hope you liked your gift too man. 

I bought him a cool wallet =P

Too bad I don't have a picture of it.

That's all about the latest happenings :)

Spent New Year's Eve with a bunch of peeps. 

Was initially planning to celebrate it quietly with just the boy since he said it was significant to us because it was the day that we met. Oh well.

Had fun anyways. Lol.

And the view was amazing!

When the fireworks started firing, damn it was beautiful :)

I'd upload the video here but it seems like it wouldn't want to. 

Think the file is too big. Lol. 

Well it was crazy with the drinking after that.

The drinks, the games & the laughter :)

:)

That was how last year ended!

It's a new year now.

The year of 2013. 

2012 was crazy with 90 degree drops.

All the pain, all the tears, all the craziness & all the laughter.

It was really one heck of a year!

I'd very much love for this year to be less of a pain and less tears. 

Hopefully this year shall be a better year :)

Talks of limiting this blog to only a few people is now gone. 

It shall remain as it is. 

I have way too much to share than to just close it off lol. 

As for the other blog, it shall be up in no time :)

Things are on delay a little because heh, as I've mentioned earlier, been spending time with the boy =P

My plans should be up and running by February. 

I'm really looking forward to the blessings of 2013 despite the tough year ahead with thesis..

Haha, but that's life & life is meant to be lived!

As for resolutions, haha, I always make a list but in the end I won't even remember half of them! 

I actually didn't really make any this year lol. 

Because I realized I don't actually need a resolution to get certain things done lol!

If I were to make a resolution right now, I'd say that this year's resolution is to spend the days of 2013 productively :) 

Another one is to get rid of things that bring me down. 

That's about it. 

No long list nonsense awaits me =P

Just the two of that 

:)

Anyways, I'd better be going off now. 

I shall blog more tomorrow or something. 

I hope it's not too late for me to wish you peeps Happy 2013 :)

G'night !

Take 1000 !

50 takes, reasonable. 

But a thousand takes?

Kind of a bit of a failure, don't you think?

Just like how I said I will be taking more pictures this year but it seems like I'm failing terribly at it. LOL.

I don't know if it comes with age or the fact that I don't really have much motivation.
Yeahh, shit happens and you won't feel like doing anything except for lazing around and shiz.
Or maybe I am just lazy LOL.
Because one thing's for sure. I ain't lazing around.
I'm actually up and about doing some stuff like reading journals.
THE JOY. Zzzz.

Talk about resolutions, I think I lost my whole list of resolutions :O
I can only remember some xD
Cursing less is obviously the most failed one of all.
The rest, well, at least I tried.
CrazyDay which is supposed to be a monthly outing where people go crazy and do all the shiz they want only worked out for ONE month.
People these days are so busy with their own stuff that arranging for outings itself is a pain.
Even friends are busy :O So busy to the point where they don't even strike up a conversation or ask how are you.
I guess real friends can only be identified when you're at your lowest points.
They're the ones who'd be there for you.
However, some will only get involved when you're at your lowest point not because they genuinely care.
Some just wanna know for the sake of knowing and for the sake of having something to talk about.
Now that's what you call a FAILED friend.
To be honest, I don't even know if the word "friend" can be used =/

More than often nowadays, people are coming up with excuses.
Some are just purely ridiculous.
If you don't have time or if you forgot, just fucking say it man.
I appreciate honesty rather than some lame ass excuses.
Take up an excuse class if your excuses are lame and unbelievable -_-

Maybe part of me changed a bit but heck, I didn't change entirely.
Just because I stopped living the way you want me to doesn't mean that I've completely changed into a different person.
Maybe you just never really knew me.
Or maybe I'm just tired of making the effort, ALL THE TIME.
I remember the calls I use to make & the text messages & the fb inbox messages.
They were left unattended.
And now, I'm just tired of making the effort.
It takes two to communicate, not one.
So to hell with you.
I ain't making no move no more.

Blog more later.
Ciaozers.

In Line.

So I came across this video while I was YouTube surfing. 

Resolutions, resolutions. 

What is it that you want to achieve this year ? 

Better grades ? Picking up a new skill ? 

Making a resolution is easy but sticking to it and actually getting to it might be a little tougher than you think. 

Even I myself find it hard to keep to it. 

ONE of it in particular which is to curse less. 

Resolution #11 : Curse less. 

That is so hard to do. 

Even if I don't actually say it out, I say it all the time in my head =/

It's kinda inevitable since the world is surrounded by idiots. 

I shall try to control :D 

Okay so I know I haven't been blogging much. 

Been caught up with living my life & tryna fulfill my resolutions yo. 

I have 15 resolutions! 

Gotten back my muchness now haven't I ? ;)

Woot woot! 

Gonna be signing up for dancing classes with YeeEn in Feb.

Talking about months, JANUARY IS ENDING :O

Soooo fast! 

Academics wise, the time table itself is shit. 

Deciding on how many subjects to take this sem is already a headchade. 

Can you imagine all the things that has to be weighed. 

Ugh, I love my Fridays and I would prefer my Fridays to be free.

But I guess this sem, I'll be going to uni everyday. Sighs. 

Suffer now, enjoy later. 

Gotta constantly motivate myself. Lol.

Moving on to a little update on what happened during Crazy Day :)

Remember how I talked about choosing a day just to let loose ? 

It was successfully done ! :D 

Started out with a random craving satisfaction. 

Complained about the weather and poof! Off we go to Genting! :D

With none other than my 'twin sister' , YeeEn :)

With T-shirts, shorts & slippers, we walked around like bosses ! 

Everyone else was wearing long pants, jackets and etc. xD

On the way up, it drizzled a bit. 

On the way down, it was like going to Heaven =P

Soooo misty hehe. 

Can't wait to go up there next. 

The weather nowadays sooo HOT. 

I won't be surprised if Bikini Day is up next xD

It was a good day. It really was :)

Other days were also good days. 

Been satisfying my cravings xD

Chocolate crepe cake :)

With my fellow bestie, Nat :)

So anyways, I better get going now. 

My to-do list is getting longer. 

Zzzzz. 

Hope I get used to this man. Lol. 

Until then peeps. Adios! :)