Sunday, 27 January 2013

Too Little, Too Late ?

It's late Jan & this is only my 4th post :O
Too late to do something about it now. HAHAH. 
Please forgive me for I am in a very weird moos right now. lol. 
Just thought of an inside joke & dayumm it was funny ass. 
It still is funny. Lol.
So anyways, Chinese New Year is coming pretty soon. 
CAN'T WAIT FOR THE COOKIES :D
There is one thing that I am worried about now though. 
As ya'll know, I fell & I have a wound that is pretty bad. 
Although it is healing now, I am not sure if it's going to be fully healed for CNY & if it isn't, it's gonna be so hardd :(
I don't think it is possible for it to heal completely by the time CNY is here but I hope that I am healed enough to be able to stretch my arm & reach out for stuff. 
My right arm movements have been pretty restricted as i can't really straighten it =/
Also it hurts to bend it =/
Did I also mention that I had an injection on the same arm as my wound? Haha.
Doctor says I have to exercise my arm & not let it just be stiff so I have to move it once in a while despite the pain.
Went for an event today & danced with the wound hahha.
Kinda painful but after that alcohol swab, it's bearable. lol
Pictures to be posted up soon :)
This is just a short one hahaha. 
Probably just because I feel like it =P
Oh, and a little update on the new blog. 
It's up but it's not running yet. 
Still getting some things sorted :) 
Everything should be sorted by Feb ehhe. 
Somehow the month of Jan still seems like a holiday month LOL.
It's bad, I know. 
Haha, good thing that Jan is coming to an end then hehe. 
I shall be heading to bed now :) 
Kinda early for me to be doing so haha. 
Will blog about the reason why soon :)
Nighty nights peeps ! :)

Thursday, 24 January 2013

Drinks & Hot Weather

In KL, it's always sunny then rainy, sunny then rainy. 
In Langkawi, it's sunny all the way & with cheap alcohol, you won't be able to resist that feeling of nice cold beer down your throat.
ESPECIALLY when you have an AWESOME view & sea breeze =P
Why Langkawi?
Because I just went there about a week ago! 
I wouldn't just go there at the starting of sem just for fun. 
It was a farewell trip for my Bff of 14 years. 
14 long years. 
That is really something. 
Met when we were both 7 and we're still besties till now =3
Kinda sad that she'll be leaving so damn soon but I ain't gonna go into that now or I'll emo LOL.
Soo, Langkawi was a 3D2N ordeal. 
Stayed at Bella Vista Resort & Spa.
It looks very much like a castle from those that you see in fairytales. 
BUT, the housekeeping and shit is shit. 
Reception was fine, breakfast was edible. 
Rooms were nice, we had two floors but the stairs was like shit. 
The living room's air cond wasn't even working. 
If I had a choice I wouldn't go there again. 
What happened in Langkawi was freaking awesome!
Swan with baby sharks & saw one pretty big sized one swimming around lol.
Kinda scary man. 
Those colourful fishes nibbled on my legs :O
Haha kinda screamed a bit =P
Sorta wish he was there with me...
The boy couldn't make it last minute due to unforeseen circumstances.
Sighs, don't even get me started on that. 
I would seriously just get re-pissed. Lol. 
MOVING ON.
Seafood there was freaking awesome & fresh! 
I wasn't satisfied man.
I'm a real fanatic when it comes to seafood. 
I don't mind having it for 3 days straight man. LOL!
Crabs, prawns, lobster, come at me man. 
I'll eat them all!!
This reminds me that I still have a seafood dinner to organise LOL. 
Yumsss. I can drool just thinking of it =P
Overall it was pretty fun hehe :)

When I came back, I've got some probs tryna snap out of holiday mood. 
That vacation just made it harder but now, I'm back! 
A little still in the holiday mood but manageable :)
But eversince I came back from Langkawi, the drinking never really stopped. LOL. 
And this year, particularly this year, I have a feeling that there's gonna be lots to drink. 
Many many people turning 21 this year =P
I bought a mini bottle of Pinky vodka. 
Smells like perfume LOL!
The taste is lovelyy unlike that stupid Absolut Pears. 
That's like shit man. So far the only Absolut that is acceptable is Raspberry.
Haha, anyways that was about a week ago.

As of now, I'm attending classes as usual. 
The only happening thing now is that i have wounds to treat.
Physical wounds.
Something happened & I fell on tar road =/
My wound hurts so bad. 
Affected areas are my arms, thigh & butt. Lol.
Kinda funny that the butt got hurt too.
Haiz. 
The last time I fell was when I was 3 years old. Lol.
So, omg, I had no idea what to do with my wound. 
I knew I had to wash it & put antiseptic cream but that was about it. 
Thank God for my boo who was there to take care of my wounds for me.
He woke up super early this morning & came over just to accompany me till I woke up & clean my wounds 'cause he knew I was scared of it & it was painful.
He was patient with me as I was squiggling like a kid in pain. Lol.
Yeah I'm a cry baby when it comes to things like this. 
He was there throughout the day for me. 
Bought the necessary stuff for my wounds, took me out for lunch, drove me to uni, sat in class with me.
Hehe, I can't deny that it was damn sweet of him =3
Thank you baby for taking care of me <3

Imma go rest now & prep for bed. 
Have a good night peeps :)

Tuesday, 8 January 2013

Drag Me

First day back at uni. 
Almost didn't want to go for class today since it's only the first week but phew! 
Luckily, I did not let laziness conquer me. Haha. 
I feel kinda demotivated =/
Perhaps I'm still in the holiday mood?
Gahh..

I am the type of person who's easily affected by my mood. 
If something/someone spoils my mood, I am dysfunctional. 
It depends on what & who though. 
If its some random person, I'll forget it within like 5 minutes. 
I'm mood orientated. 
& I kinda hate it.
If it's something that means a lot to me, I won't even have the mood to eat. 
Me not eating is a very big deal. 
I don't give up food that easily. lol. 
Especially junk food. 
I'm not sure if there are anybody else out there who goes through the same thing as me. 
If there is, always try to get your mind off it. 
Do something you like or listen to some music to calm down. 
That's what I usually do. 
Works like only 20% of the time. 
I've yet to find an effective way to counter it. Lol.

One of my goals this year is to gain a little weight.
Been trying since last year lol. 
Hopefully, I won't have any episodes of any emotional turmoil or else, I will be screwed. 
When I say that I am a mood orientated person, I really am. 
It affects just about anything =/
Well, I'm done expressing myself. 
Feeling a little under the weather right now, that's all. 
Enjoy the rest of the day peeps. 

Sunday, 6 January 2013

Out with the Old, In with the New !

Ahh, I just finished watching the old movie, Click.
The movie where there's such thing as a universal remote control.
Works exactly like how you control the TV but this time, you can control real life scenes.
And the moral of the whole story is that we should not take things for granted.
We should learn to appreciate everything in life.
Embrace BOTH the good & the bad :)

Honestly, before this, I had a hard time thinking of how to start this post since I haven't been blogging much.
It's a good thing I sat down and watched a meaningful movie :)
It made me think about the whole of last year & basically just my whole life.
2012 was a great year.
Lots of rough patches in each area respectively.
Learnt a lot from different experiences & I really can't thank God enough for that.
Life is about experience.
Life is about making mistakes, taking risks & learning from it.
That is the true meaning of living.

One of the few highlights of last year was the pageant that I joined.
Miss SE Asia Fitness 2012
I met a lot of great people there and we all had fun together.
Most people have the impression that pageants are all about looking good & knowing how to catwalk and answering questions intellectually.
Well, it ain't about that.
Apart from all the beauty stufflings like knowing your angles, etc etc, it's also about stage presence, networking and bonding with people.
I am one who isn't THAT good on stage. Lol.
I'll become very conscious of my surroundings & that ain't a good thing when you're on stage.
I am happy to say that I'm overcoming it bit by bit :)
I've also learnt how to network & talk to people more.
Somehow growing up in an environment where speaking up to people older than me is not encouraged is responsible for me not speaking much when it comes to adults.
It's good to know that I have gotten that out of my system :)
The rest of the things I learnt are more towards the entertainment world :)
I am thankful for all the great people I met & the things that I learnt :)
Was awarded Miss Photogenic 2012
And Teen Princess of SE Asia 2012.
And guess who's the Prince? =P
None other than my beau.
:)
All in all, this pageant was a great experience :)

End of the year came & it was time for exams.
Oh, the joy of being a student. 
Exams didn't end till the 21st & didn't start till 14th December, a day after my birthday. 
So.. there goes everything. 
Celebrated it with Andrew on the 13th & Erina and Yen came over to surprise me lol. 
The best gift ever is the Guess bag that he bought me. 
After that, it was time for Christmas already and my, my, this year's Christmas shopping was crazy!
I only had 3 days to shop for everyone ! 
And it did not help that there were other things to be done too. 
I did it anyways. Kudos to me. 
But damn, it was tiring. 
Spent Christmas with the bestie in church :)
It's our tradition to do this & since she's leaving soon, this'll be our last Christmas together :(
Gonna miss you Natty <3

If you're wondering why there are no mentions of Andrew, it's because he was busy somewhere else on holiday. Tsk, tsk. 
He only came back on Boxing day & eversince he came back, man we spent a lot of time together for the next few days.
And when he came back, he came back with another 4 members of our made up family lol. 
Vivi, Lola & Andy :D
Yehh, they're all Hello Kittys and they're all mine =P
Lastly, a nameless polar bear. 
But that was not all that I got...
Got a Coach purse from his parents ! :D 
Awesome!
Another one of my favorite & unexpected gift was from my brother :)
Victoria Secret goodies ^^
I hope you liked your gift too man. 
I bought him a cool wallet =P
Too bad I don't have a picture of it.

That's all about the latest happenings :)
Spent New Year's Eve with a bunch of peeps. 
Was initially planning to celebrate it quietly with just the boy since he said it was significant to us because it was the day that we met. Oh well.
Had fun anyways. Lol.
And the view was amazing!
When the fireworks started firing, damn it was beautiful :)
I'd upload the video here but it seems like it wouldn't want to. 
Think the file is too big. Lol. 
Well it was crazy with the drinking after that.
The drinks, the games & the laughter :)
:)
That was how last year ended!

It's a new year now.
The year of 2013. 
2012 was crazy with 90 degree drops.
All the pain, all the tears, all the craziness & all the laughter.
It was really one heck of a year!
I'd very much love for this year to be less of a pain and less tears. 
Hopefully this year shall be a better year :)
Talks of limiting this blog to only a few people is now gone. 
It shall remain as it is. 
I have way too much to share than to just close it off lol. 
As for the other blog, it shall be up in no time :)
Things are on delay a little because heh, as I've mentioned earlier, been spending time with the boy =P
My plans should be up and running by February. 
I'm really looking forward to the blessings of 2013 despite the tough year ahead with thesis..
Haha, but that's life & life is meant to be lived!

As for resolutions, haha, I always make a list but in the end I won't even remember half of them! 
I actually didn't really make any this year lol. 
Because I realized I don't actually need a resolution to get certain things done lol!
If I were to make a resolution right now, I'd say that this year's resolution is to spend the days of 2013 productively :) 
Another one is to get rid of things that bring me down. 
That's about it. 
No long list nonsense awaits me =P
Just the two of that 
:)

Anyways, I'd better be going off now. 
I shall blog more tomorrow or something. 
I hope it's not too late for me to wish you peeps Happy 2013 :)
G'night !